time check: 9.03pm.
School's fine as usual. > After sku, bus back home w/ jeajiun. > Bathe > audition all th way > Sammy & desmond came up t my hse, slackslack until 6 , they went off > audition till now. Boring. I miss mummy ! :D I want my phone back ! :< ,
I thought i understand but i dont @ all, & i'll never understand what boys are thinking & up to.
We're drifting, We're fading, We ain't sweet anymore. & Im tired.
School's fine as usual. > After sku, bus back home w/ jeajiun. > Bathe > audition all th way > Sammy & desmond came up t my hse, slackslack until 6 , they went off > audition till now. Boring. I miss mummy ! :D I want my phone back ! :< ,
I thought i understand but i dont @ all, & i'll never understand what boys are thinking & up to.
We're drifting, We're fading, We ain't sweet anymore. & Im tired.
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`Fade,Fading,Faded. Drift,Drifting,Drifted. Sweet,sour,bitter. You changed in attitude, you don't tell me every single things you do anymore. Im so upset, i oh. not because i dont care abt you, because im sad& moodless. idk what t say t you anymore. I find it so hard t face you now. I appericate every single things you do for me, but so what if i do? Even if things turns out this way ? :(
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*Insertname, Ya. I kept on thinking i might hurt you in th past. Because i really do luv you. But you never understand how i feels. & i dont understand how would you feel about it. Yes indeed, its all true. Listern , Leaving you in th past is a option t me , but i choose t leave. because iluvyou & idw you t get hurt. Leaving you, hurt you once, Staying on w/ you, w/ all my sickening attitude, would cause us t qurrel & make you get hurt even more. Going mine own way, Going your own way. Its not my intention. Its your attitude force me too. You've got your girl & you started attitude-ing me infront of her ? whats all this about ? Making you look more cool & fierce ? Whatever it is. Since you're fine w/ it. I guess im fine w/ it too. First thing first, th reason why you're fine w/ it , because you've got everything that you wanted in life. Thats why , th past doesn't matters t you anymore. Im fine w/ it, but just keep those attitude t yourself, cause i dont owe you a living.
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*Insertname, Ya. I kept on thinking i might hurt you in th past. Because i really do luv you. But you never understand how i feels. & i dont understand how would you feel about it. Yes indeed, its all true. Listern , Leaving you in th past is a option t me , but i choose t leave. because iluvyou & idw you t get hurt. Leaving you, hurt you once, Staying on w/ you, w/ all my sickening attitude, would cause us t qurrel & make you get hurt even more. Going mine own way, Going your own way. Its not my intention. Its your attitude force me too. You've got your girl & you started attitude-ing me infront of her ? whats all this about ? Making you look more cool & fierce ? Whatever it is. Since you're fine w/ it. I guess im fine w/ it too. First thing first, th reason why you're fine w/ it , because you've got everything that you wanted in life. Thats why , th past doesn't matters t you anymore. Im fine w/ it, but just keep those attitude t yourself, cause i dont owe you a living.
Friends are still th luv.
You wouldn't be able t hurt them,
they wouldn't be able t hurt you.
Infact, they will always be there for you.
Infact, they will always be there for you.
Thnks Eric & Shang Xiang for th listerning ears & trying t cheer me up :)
