Afterall , I still watched him slip away.
I watched him fade into a memory cause I knew ,
He wouldn't returned anymore.
Tears trickled down my face as he vanished into the distance.
It felt like each step he took was a memory fading,
It felt like each step he took was a memory fading,
a promise breaking , And a love dying.
Though th memories were left behind ,
about a silly girl & a foolish boy in love.♥♥
(AugustKisses,Imissyou. Do you see how much i need you back?)
Didn't post last night , Was feeling really tired & Sleepy when i reached home around 11+. Alrights, im free nao, so i guess im gona post it nao. :D
28August2010 ♥ , Best day ever.
Woke up @ around 11+ , rot @ home for alittle while. Recieved Theodora precious texts. Hurried prepare & stuffs. Went t random blk with sist slack awhile. Not long, Theodora & huishan came, Slackslack talkcock. Soon, Kristy came & join us. Slack & stuffs. Theodora & huishan left t white sand meet marcus tang. Kristy , me & sist slackslack around th void deck, Called NicoleHoney t meet us @ ehub. Bus over t ehub. Meet Nicolehoney,Huixin, Theodora & huishan. Went t buy movie ticket "Kings of fighter" 5.20pm show. Then went t slack around ehub, took sushi & snacks. Hahaha, Fucking funny. Slack & stufffs before th movie starts.
Not long, Went in watch & stuffs. None of us is watching lah actually, all fb-ing with our itouch/iphones. Hahaha like fcuking funny only. Half way thru th movie, walk out cause its fucking boring ! I swear. Rate it 1/5 :\ Went t carpark slack alittle while. Theodora & huishan meeting Vess @ white sand. So accompany them t white sand meet vess. Met vess for alittle while, Me,Huixin,Nicolehoney,Kristy& sist cab over t bedok t meet chubbyfats♥♥ :) Slack & stuffs, Met chubbyfats, accompany him go home change & stuffs. Walk t his house nearby basketball count meet up with his friends. We ladies, went t toilet slack . Hahaha. Not long, Nicole,Kristy&Huixin left t tampinese. Sist & me accompany chubbyfats slack & stuffs. Sist hungry, so went t eat roti prata :) After eating, slack & stuff. Went t chubbyfats house slack & stuffs. Piggyback was fun ! :D His friend came sooon. Slackslack & stuffs. Cab home. Home , bathe , Toh ! :D
>Thanks Nicole Honey for lending me $$ t cab over t bedok & then return home. I luv you.
29August2010 ♥ , Home Sour Home.
Woke up @ 5am + , look @ phone & stuffs. Lazy t reply any texts & then went t sleep again, Wake up again @ 11+ . Washup & stuffs. Msning, Fbing , Texting & stuffs ah. Went t see my maid cook curry puff ! :D Currently posting. :) ♥♥ Going t breakdown again :'( I swear. I miss him so much right nao. Fuck, idk what im doing lah. All i know is, i wana close th door, blast music & cry as loud as i can.
> Chubbyfats ♥ ,
I miss you idiot. I Seriously miss you ah. :( Sighs, I guess i wont borther you already lah. You wouldn't return anymore, so i guess its time t leave you alone ah. But i guess i'll still be waiting for you return ? ~ :D Iloveyou darling. I really do. Can you feel my tears when we hugged ? Can you sense my sadness when we kissed ? You just dk how much i want you t come back.
When we hugged, You asked why did i left you. I went speechless. You said you never wanted t let me go but you dw t hurt me again. Im happy @ that moment & @ th same time, im hurt because you're telling me, you're never gona return.
> Dennon Brot ♥ ,
Hey, Sorry for breaking th promises again & again. Super sorry.