Thursday, August 12, 2010

Perhaps, thats th best for both of us.

time check: 4.40pm.



Th sweet side of you in th past.
Can we go back t how we used t be ? Its driving me crazy.



Conflict lastnight. Woke up, didn't recieve any texts from him, so yeah & i know todays th day. Went t school, was feeling really down, but thanks t ebenezer & dillon for cheering me up alot. After school, Sammybitch came over t fetch me, Slackslack, paradise (: Had heart t heart talk with sammy bitch, after that separated way with sammy bitch. Bus home, cried on th bus. How silly uh ? (: Took my own sweet time walking home from th bus stop i alighted, Tearing while walking. So stupid. Reached home, bathe. Now posting.

Thanks t those who texted me t cheerup. I will. Give me afew days time, i promise i will be alright.

Sammy bitch ,
Bitch, Thanks alot for being there for me. Thanks for helping me , but i guess its alright & there's no point anymore. He deserve better, he choose t move on, i think i should too. Bitch, dont worry, i promise t be alright in afew days time. Cya tmr. Paradise session uh. ♥♥ You promised t pei me. :)

AugustKisses ,
Todays th day. After 12days of sweetness. Not exactly 12 days actually, but i never regretted knowing you or getting into this relationship with you. Thanks for being th best boyf i'd for this 12 days. Thanks for being there for me whenever i need you. Thanks for all those understanding. I failed t be a good girlf, im super sorry. You deserve better, thats why im letting go. Here's a story i wana tell you before biding th last farewell to you. Read it nicely alright ? This is my very last request from you.


A boy & a girl met thru an online game called " AuditionSea " . They knew each other & cpled each other straight in th game. But withint one day, th girl dont wish t be in a relationship & broke cpl with th boy. But still, th girl & th boy contacted for afew days & then stopped.

On th 28July , They contacted again. Contacting for afew days, th boy & th girl fall in luv with each other, but th girl rejected th first stead request from th boys on th 1staugust in th morning because th girl wana concentrade on her studies first. But later @ th night, th girl decided t make a future with th guy because she's moved by th boys word. So they got together, Contacting contacting, Sweetness sweetness. Th boy never failed making th girl laugh & smile. Th girl could only feel happiness when she's with th boy. Th girl decided t meet th boy, Their very first meeting on th 6th august @ bedok interchange. They had so much fun together. The second meeting was an unexpected meetup, th boy happen t be around th girl area. Th girl was super happy, she hurried took a cab over there t meet th boy even if its just for that few mins. Th girl was happy. Th third meeting and also th very last meeting was @ pasir ris in th morning, because th boy stayed over night @ one of his friends house @ pasir ris. Th girl woke up & hurried get prepared t meet that boy. After th third meeting, Things changes. Sweetness turns into sourness. Th boy gets busier & busier as times goes by, neglecting th girl. Th girl suffered alone, didnt wana mention anything t prevent any qurrel & t keep th boy by her side despite that she's suffering.

But sadly, everything just ended today. Because th girl wants th best for th boy despite not bearing to leave.

Pee/ass : Dearest SeanEng, my augustkisses. Please take very good care of yourself. Im sorry that i couldn't be th best for you but i will always be here for you when you need me. Sorry that i've choosen t end it this way. Be careful when you're cutting hairs, avoid cuting your hand alright ? Eat your meals regularly. Do not drink too much , not gooood ! Do not stay out too late for this month, its hungry ghost festival my dear. :D Playing basketball with your dearest friends , be careful of being attacked by th ball ah ! (: Last but least, This is gona be th last time im gona say this t you..

I love you & i miss you.