I've lost you.

time check: 6.05pm.

Its all over now.
You told me, you never leave.
You told me, you love me.

Slept late last night, had trouble sleeping :( Thinking of past time uh , haha. How happy i was with her. (: I admit, i lost t a guy, th guy won. He get her, I lost her. Great (Y) . Went school, chitchat & stuffs as usual, schools really relax this few days, So many teacher didn't turn up ^^v. Thats why it makes school really boring this week. Hahaha. After school, slack with co awhile. Cab over t haising secondary meet tammy :) Slack & talk some stuffs uh. Super cockup :( Anna darling & Nicole came, After that, cab home with nicole meet kristy under my blk. Came up my house, chitchat & stuffs. Now posting and im feeling really down :( Tomorrow's reporting day !! ah shit, im super scare lah.

♥ : I couldn't imagine that we would end up like this uh ? I thought we could overcome all ups and downs together. But it turn up differently from what i expected. :'( I'm srsly upset because i've lost you as my dearest friend. I'm disappointed because his more important than me. I'm pissed because i lost you t him. But well, whats done is done. Th scars is there already & i guess it wouldn't go away. I can no longer commiunicate with you, because whatever i said, you would share with him. And i get scolded for it. Tell me what should i do t salvage this relation with you? When i tried t talk things out with you & i get scolded for it and in th end, i didn't get a answer either. You know my temper, you know my attitude, you know how much i treasure you.

You told me im first in your heart , i trusted your words & neglected everything. Its my fault alright? Hahaha. Im stupid & i'm a fool har ! :D You must be laughing @ me right now because i trusted your word easily. Hahaha. Well, its time t admit i've lost. I lose you t him. He won, he got you. I lost , i lose you. ^^v. Goodbye my dearest girlf , i guess this is it. I shall put a stop t everything, stop thinking about you & all th past memories. Deleting all picture's with you, throwing every single things which is brought with you. Bye.

this song reallys express my feelings for this whole incident. :)