Thursday, 020910's .
Not my day♥ .
School was fine, Slack & stuffs as usual. @ 11 plus, CNB's officer came over t my school & brought me , huishan , jesslyn & yiqin t bedok hq for some stupid bloood test. Had blood test & stuffs ah, Was feeling really scare during that time, its my second time & im really afraid about th consequences. :( Entered lockup. Huishan left first , Followed by Jesslyn. Few hours later, Im been bailed out @ 11pm plus. Hurried switch on my phone & see my texts. Texted him first, but he doesn't give a fuck. So forget it. Reached home, Toh.
>♥ Nerve-Racking feeling during th moment of waiting t get my blood test done, Reciting prayers the whole day, hoping for me & my friends would be alright. As i deep in thought, i was agitated by everything. I was put in a tight spot , i could not plurk up th courage t face my parents or t explain t them about it. Gloomy thought came into my mind, i was scared and overwhelmed by th heart& th stress within me but i knew that no matter what, i've t face my consequences.
Sorry Daddy & Sorry Mummy ! :(
Friday , 030910.
Th day everything End-ed & Stopp♥.
Went t school despite feeling super effing sleepy. For th sake of N lvl, i've t turn up for schoool. After school, Bus home . Bathe & prepare. Went t meet kristy @ her house, Walk over t loyang point accompany kristy cut her hair. After cutting, went t random blk & slack while waiting for nicole honey t come over. Nicolehoney came sooon. Cab over t costa sand t meet ahpui. Slack @ chalet & stuffs . Chitchat & stuffs. Funnny ah :) Around 10 , Walk over t mac and slack while kristy & nicole eat their burgers. Eat ,chat , slack ~ Cab home. Bathe, Sleeeeeeeep.
> ♥♥I once thought that we both could be genuinely in luv but i guess im wrong. I still remember how you never failed t make me smile , laugh and spend a memorable time whenever we met.
On th 12th day of th r/s , Everything just seemed so different, i had no idea what went wrong & no clue as t why this was happening. I immediately felt th tension that , unsurprisingly , frightened me. Hearing those words , th world went very quiet around me and was as still as my heart would stop beating altogether. I knew that there was nothing that i could say or do to make you change your mind.
Chubbyfats, You was like a hero who would protect me from any harm & always make me feel secure, who would comfort me and be there for me everytime i feels troubled. Unforturnately. all that wonderful feelings is going t disappear with a gust of wind and i knew i just had t move on . I finally made e decision t give up. However, no matter what. My life was never going t be th same again.
A complete of my life needs you , w/o you. My life is just imcomplete.
Saturday , 040910.
Crazyness. ♥
Woke up @ 10plus, Planed t go clarke quey with kristy,nicole & sist t buy stickys. Hurried bathe & stuffs. Meet kristy @ her blk , Bus over t meet nicolehoney @ her house. Slack & stuffs @ her house. Around 2+. cab over t bugis , iluma. Brought movie ticket "Haunted Changi"
5.10 pm movie. & then window shopping. So many hot guys lah :D tsk. K whatever. Watched haunted changi , rated 3.5/5 ~ Abit boring but interesting. Hahaha. After movie, went t slack again and then had our dinner @ some shops. After eating dinnner , Walkwalk. Played truth or dare. Only one trys ! Who kena, got t ask a guy number ah. Any guy ! hahaha. Nicolehoney kena ah, was walking around finding handsome guys. Hahaha, Those Handsome one in a big group . So nicole didnt went t take, she shy ah ! HAHAHA. After that, went t arcade t hunt instead. Found one, Nicole plurk up th courage and walk over t th guy t take his number. Succeed. hahaha, Jio him & his friend go slack~ Not long, Cab home. hahahaha, So sad ah, Not enough time accompany them go Chilll~ @ some random kopitiam :D Home, bathe , toh :D
> ♥Nicole , Kristy & sister. Thanks for today ! :)
Sunday , Today ! 050910.
Study,Studying, Studied !♥
Woke up @ 9+ , had my maths tuition till 12. After that, slack around @ home.Doing my iphones stuff. Currently posting nao. Tsk. Tomorrow's first N lvl paper :( Having another tuition later on @ 5+ ? :O Hehehehe, Im so tired nao, gona take a nap or so ~ Post again later ! :)
- @Jesslyn > :)
- @Sean > Oh :)
- @Karmun > Thansk !
- @Cheryl > :D
- @Sandy > Twinneh ~~~~~~ :D ♥
