time check: 9.27pm.
Sku's fine , was kinda moodless in sku today due t some reasons... :( > After sku, Sammy came over t fetch me, Slackslack > Eilas mall slack, Shoppings. Slackslack till 5 > Derick came , walk over t eilas mall meet nicole. > Derick send me home by cab. Thanks ! :) > Home > Bathe > make birthday bigbig cards for daddy. > bathe again due t paints & stuff > Audition... > now posting.
Mummy's coming back tonight & im crying. I dont wish mummy t see my tears. But i really couldn't hold back my tears.
I'm sorry. I didn't mean t think negatively.. Its just that i luv you too much that im afraid to lose you.. You're th best i'd. But i couldn't be th best that you'd. Im a failure. Im sorry. For now, im not gona borther you anymore..I'll wait for your texts first.. Take very good care of yourself & pleasepleaseplease rest well. I'll be waiting for your texts & calls somedays. Iluvyou,julykisses. i'll be waiting , no matter what.
