"I wont blame you for leaving,
Infact i would thannks you for being honest "
I hate myself badly when i feel this way, i feel like ending everything in one shot. Bangczx* Im so hurt. I feel so upset , i wana express it out loud t you, but i just couldn't find a way t express it out in words. Why am i so stupid ? Its just some simple words & its done, but i just couldn't make it. Perhaps , im just too afraid i might lose you because iluvyou too much. I rather suffer alone, crying alone then letting you know. Yes , indeed i've been laughing , joking infront of you. But you never know that im actually crying in my hearts & my tears are flowing down. I dont wana let you know .. i dont know why. All i know is , I wana slit, i wana cry out loud infront of you , i wana do everything i could t reduce th pains & let go of everything. But can i do it ? even if i did , i doubt you would even borther now..... I just wana know what are you thinking? what are th things that is changing you ? Can you pleasee pleasee tell me something that i dont know.
We seems t be better when you're still with her. But why is it that when i've got you, things just changes ?
We seems t be better when you're still with her. But why is it that when i've got you, things just changes ?
